i fear that i have grown too accustomed to the feeling that it produces, the momentary numbing effect on the brain and therefore on this terrible mind; it slows me down to right around where i need to be in order to relax and just exist for a brief moment. now on nights when i…

most people– ordinary people– will never know, in the true sense of knowing, will never understand a girl like you. don’t fret over it, don’t let it embitter you– take it in stride, embrace it as a gift from above. drink your nights, smoke your days, be comfortable in your skin. stretch to the sky…