it is everywhere. where the heart should recoil instead it expands, fluttering like wings and what the mind should reject it then embraces, wrapping ephemeral arms around this strange node of coital knuckle. an encyclopedia of father issues, volume after volume the outcome is the same these fiends on bent knees sucking for all the…

wine with ice and medication like breath from the ocean, the wave climbs until no sun can be derived, only the pale shadow of its preamble, the slow embrace, a deep blue streak in the sky. arrested by a synaptic shower, born in this here and this now where these chalk melodies are common as…

smell of mesquite and creosote clings to my skin, hums the secrets of my heart and i close my eyes. paints my lungs with dark tar these immolate sirens, whispering flames to the night like voices in hell. my words go soft as cotton and these thoughts dim to a slow vibration, worry wrapped in…

i watch the world condense to a singular point of origin and it is without purity, without clarity, a non inspired critical mass that i am left out of. with every domain, every kilobyte and internet protocol the string between everything goes slack and distance is dissolved, there is no place to disappear but for…